Willikins

what of the one who so loved the unknown
he wanted to know the unknown
and in his knowing killed his beloved

what of the one who so loved peace
he fought for peace
and in his fighting he killed his beloved

what of the one who so loved contentment
he desired to have no desires
and in his desire he killed his beloved

what of the one who so loved love
he hated hate
and in his hating he killed his beloved

Ok, these poems are inspired by spoken word and that means they don't always have to rhime, just as any poem doesn't necessarily rhime. Also, these poems are to be read out "hip-hop" style. Well, that's a bit unfair, calling it "hip-hop" style, it's just that these are best heard, not read.
And if you think I'll put up a video on youtube reading these, think again =P


God is in all things Beautiful
God is with every man, woman and child
He watches and listens
Unlike us, roaming around life blind

When you look at the ocean
You can’t but help think
At how amazing this sight is
And then you connect that link

This is evolution they say
It all took billions of years
It began with a big bang

But hear my side of the story
I’ll tell you all
How come god exists
And only a fool would deny His glory

To believe
Take a look at the mirror
To believe
Ask yourself how you breathe
To believe
Hear the sound of your heart beat
To believe
Look at the eyes of a newborn child
And wonder at that pure, innocent mind

If that ain’t enough
Turn that gaze to your other soul’s half
That woman who just gave birth
Was such a beauty made of anything on this earth?

There are as many reasons as there are stars in the sky
If God doesn’t exist, how come you so afraid to die?

But no matter how hard I try
Some people would rather lose an eye
Than come even close to believin’
After all, a clear conscious means heavy sleepin’

But, you know
I hope it all ends the way you say it began
Sudden and instant
One big fucking BANG

I wanna make words
I wanna make you think
About all kinds of things
And make you make the links

You see words have power they say
And now Imma test it
I’ll write a verse or two
Now hear me through and accept it

I wanna make you wonder
At how obvious things can be
You see sometimes another person sees, differently

I wanna make you take my words
And let them open your eyes
Only then to make you believe my lies

I feel this can be the start, of something new
I hope I can go on
I hope I can stay true

They say man makes mistakes
But I say man is the mistake
That’s what I learned
When I saw man dry up an entire lake

And then you hear them say
that God doesn’t exist
and all the while they just can’t see
that they themselves are the greatest proof that can be

how wondrous is a creature like man?
Seeing through orbs of fat
Talks with a lump of flesh
Feels with a heart
but then makes that mistake
and breaks a fart

you see? It’s all about the good and the bad
the pros and the cons
Gotta make ‘em think
Gotta make ‘em read between the lines

You see building cranes all over these days
I can’t understand why, why are they this hard trying?
When people out there are still dying

I learned in school in social science
That the further away you are
From gunshots and a blown up car
The less it bothers your conscience

Now I hope you heard
I hope you’ve listened
To what I had to say
And what I before mentioned

Now I’ll save my time and leave you alone
Didn’t you hear me the first time?
Yeah, that's what I was countin' on

Associate with people in such a manner that if you die they should weep for you and if you live they should long for you.
- Imam Ali (AS)

Why can't time fly away when you want it to? =P

That's just how I feel like I've been treated =P
Things are a bit....shitty, right now, but I know that better times are ahead. I'm mainly talking about school but there are other things that need to be taken caren aswell, such as renewing my passport. Since its "expiration date" I've been goin' around here and there with absolutely no way of confirming my identity =P That means that I have a very little chance of successfully depositing money in my bank account so we can pay the bills and you're probably thinking "w8 a minute, why doesn't someone else deposit that money in your/their account and then send it to you?". The simple answer is...everyone is just lazy (see previous entry =P), including me. And no, I don't have a regular ID card. Why? see previous entry =P


One of the teachers is being a bit of a hassle. I kinda liked him, he was always organized and thorough and although it may seem like we did little during his lessons, at the end you always had the answers you been looking for. But then he just....snapped? I'm beginning to wonder if he's gay..would explain a couple of things, but not everything =P
Well, just made a tick off list on my desktop, and all of those things should be done in a couple of days =)

I just thought about something that I could add at the end of each entry, namely, the topic of the next one =D
I don't know how successful this will be since the reason I don't write here too often is because I can't seem to come up with anything good to write about. Hmm, better yet, why don't you, yes you, my non-existent reader, suggest a topic I should write about? Just leave a comment on what it is you think I should talk (shit) about or share my opinions of and so on.

Peez out

I can bet that a show about lazyness would be a huge hit. Just a bunch of people, (not necessarily fat, but that is preferred =P) who sit on their asses all day and do nothing. I think I'd be a good candidate for that =P

I've got a freakin' essay to write and yet I'm not writing it. Why? Well, thruth be told, it's not because of lazyness, although that does contribute in its own lazy way =P. I just don't feel like it. I dunno, it's really strange.

Anyway. Think I'm beggining to feel that restlessness again, the one that grips you every now and again that just keeps you awake all the time. Sometimes you feel as if you're searching for something but you can for the life of you never come up with it.

Long time since I had a picture along with any of these entries and I'm a big fan of visual stimuli. I should get a picture posted here. But it'll have to be another time, when I'm not so lazy ;D

Right now, I'm really not feeling up to anything. These last 2-3 days have been horrible and I'm now in a state of indifference, not caring wether something good or bad happens to me or to those around me. Sometimes, you get so fed up, you just want to ignore everything and everyone. You just want to be left alone for a while. At least, that's how it is for me. Whenever I'm upset, I just want some quiet time alone.

Hmm, need to do some homework, got an essay to write, and yet I'm sitting here pressing away at the keyboard. Don't feel like doing homework, even though I know I'm going to regret it later. Funny isn't it? We often know what it is that we have to do, but choose to do differently. Then again, people aren't exactly known for making the right choices.

I'd hoped to write about something good, something worthwhile that makes the reader(s? =P) go deep in thought. Not some emo crap =P

Well, at least, this is good. Thinking about making some coffee. Don't normally drink the stuff but it's my version of smoking a cigarette if you're a non-smoker =P
Or I just might go down to the store and buy some nyponsoppa, really dying for some for no apparent reason. Been probably 6 months since I had some of that, yeah that sounds good ^^

I'm thinking of a lot of things right now. A lot. From the mundane, everyday routines and behaviour to the great and unthinkable ideas, actions and philosophical trains of thought.
The world around us is truly amazing, full of wonders that baffle the mind over and over again. We take so many things for granted, believe that we have the need and right to control and have everything. While in reality, we live pompously and selflishly, having the resources that could sustain smaller villages only for the greedy handful of people. And it is that horrible selfishness that time and again surprises me, because each time I see a certain level of greed, another one more startling and disturbing shows its self.

I try not to be an all too judging man, because I always like to think that whatever and however a person reacts or takes action, it's for a reason.
I guess that's only faulty actions by a faulty creature =/

My uncertain future. This is one of those times when you want to fast forward your life for a year or three =P

Är ofta ensam hemma nuförtiden då föräldrarna och syrran är bortresta. Bröderna jobbar och jag sitter hemma och har sommarlov =). Har letat jobb som vanligt men inte fått något. Boring. Tänkte dra på fest, for once in my life men det sket sig. Igen med brorsan, kusinen och några sköna grabbar men det visade sig att man måste vara 21 för att komma in. Och ännu en gång, kryssning den här gången under helgen, men det fanns bara platser för pers över 24 =/

Så jag tar det som ett tecken från gud. Festande är inget för mig, och fastän jag vill gärna träffa någon så är en flickvän bara huvudvärk i slutändan =P
Bäst om jag fokuserar på plugget. Det är typ det som kommer hålla mig upptagen de närmaste 4~ åren.
Until then, I'll just be hanging around with friends and taking it easy ^^

Just nu så är jag väldigt "musiksugen", lyssnar på en del musik, sitter och tränar då och då med min ukelele också and stuff like that. Men eftersom jag inte har något bättre för mig så tänkte jag lägga upp några skitbra personer/musiker som kan spela sitt instrument jävligt bra, några som inspirerar mig =)